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Unamazing Grace

by Maulskull

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1.
Martyr 06:05
No one here to fear Nothing left to feel Little echoes in my head that tell me none of them are real No more fire in the heat No afflictions left to heal When all the liars and the thieves are out of fiction left to steal So once more into the fray Where we brutalize the future while we euthanize the day We'll crucify intruders and their euphemizing traits I'll bring my anger long as you provide the hate And I am not alone I can hear the footsteps in the attic And the voices in my head are enigmatic apparatus I am home Scribbling on your illustrated sadness With my insulating habits While you imitate the madness on your own So give me something I can see through When you lie between your teeth and wonder why they don't believe you They don't need you So go ahead and tie the strand that leads you by the neck Cause you were too afraid to bite the hand that feeds you And I'm still searching for the careless In a mixture of barbiturates and lack of self awareness My muses are promiscuously dancing in the bareness With the cynics that meticulously asterisk my merits So generic I wonder if I'll ever be the same When I've abandoned who I am but still the memory remains The blood is on my hands and I can never clean the stains And I've been running out of enemies to blame, blame... It's what you wasted on yourself til your gone You never made it to the end of the night And all the times they tried to tell you it's wrong You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life It's what you waste on your dreams til they're gone They never made it to the end of the night And all the times they tried to tell you it's wrong You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life If they took away the shame Would you still feel unaccepted? When they let you play their game you'll never win Would you expect it? If they knew you were to blame Would you still feel so unaffected I neglect to be afraid but your afraid to be neglected I don't think you have a soul So I guess you're like the rest of us Together all alone collecting dust with no one left to trust We measure up to nothing While we reach for what we'll never clutch An exodus and all we left behind us was this exit dust And now I bet you wish you were there to escape The sinister errors in the wake Of innocent prayers that you make Another promise you can't fix or repair when it breaks They salivate your losses while they spit the despair in your face How does it taste? Is it sweeter than a melody Or sour like the power you devour with your jealousy? Cause hour after hour you can cower overzealously But nothings gonna stop us when I drag you back to hell with me And it's to late to say goodbye Because your dreams already found a place to curl up when they die And I will let this irony inside of me survive As long as violent environments remind me I'm alive And I'm alive.... I'm throwing caution to the wind So I can watch it blow away with all my consequencial friends They're gone but not forgotten While they're rotten from within I wanna wash the fucking toxin from my skin, skin... It's what you wasted on yourself til your gone You never made it to the end of the night And all the times they tried to tell you it's wrong You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life It's what you waste on your dreams til they're gone They never made it to the end of the night And all the times they tried to tell you it's wrong You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life You'll be a martyr for the rest of your life
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Thorns 03:03
VERSE ONE Hollow headed crown of thorns feeling heavy again, All alone beside the ghost that you envy within, Little misfit with your eccedentesiast grin, Avoiding the emptiness as you exit the frenzy of sin, Celebrating in a spin of self-sedating, Cause your selflessness is helpless when your selfishness is self sustaining, Antiquating in a symphony of infancy, Diminishing ambitions in an instance as they fell decaying, And fall came with illicit visions of death, And the figments of her victims with indicas in her breath, And the shiver from the symptoms of sicknesses in her step, You can hear the winter wither in wickedness when she left, Flashes from barrels, A passage to farewells and ashes in stairwells, I'm asking if there's hell, And this is my prison I live in my shared cell, With a shadow of a doubt behind a soul that I won't dare sell... VERSE TWO And everything was perfect, And all those sacrifices that we made had made it worth it, Worth the worthless words that work to worsen all my burdens, And these serpents circling the surface circuses of curtains, These cursed birds are perching like deserted curved diversions, While I'm searching for the nerve I had and thirst I first emerged with, That tourniquet is permanently turned to surrogate, I yearn to let it circumvent the urge I get to murder it, I'm sick of staying by these cynical youth-less, And their inner children hanging by umbilical nooses, In my visions where the danger isn't still an illusion, I'm imagining the strangers that I kill and consume with, Yeah, It's just the usual hell freeze, And if I had a fire inside I'd use it to melt free, I never needed their approval to help me, They're better looking beautiful in funeral selfies...
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VERSE ONE: Another secret in your heart, Given to a stranger as you leave and disembark, I can read you like a beacon in the dark, As the night takes hold and all these pieces fall apart around us, I guess we'll try and make them fit again, And talk about the people that we never were but should have been, And walk around the places where we died but really could have lived, To see our inhibitions and the holes we dug to put them in, So look again, And this is nothing philosophical, When I just wanna drape you with my hate and rip it off of you, And take you to a place that's far away from living obstacles, I swear to fucking god that if I could I'd kill them all for you, I'd kill them all for you, Yeah I'd kill them all for you, If fiction and addiction wasn't all I had to offer you, I thought you knew me better than these windows that I watch you through, When I imagined words to say but didn't want to talk to you, And as I sat there affixed to my fears, My heart is blacker than the mascara mixed with her tears, She doesn't know that the past is gone, And all those memories they never lasted long, And now she's only half as strong as the last time she took another chance and had to pass it on... CHORUS: I know you're dangerous, That's why I loved you, As I scream for you, Can you feel me? Cause I'm on fire, I'm on fire for you, I'm on fire, I'm on fire for you. VERSE TWO: She's still addicted to her fairy tails, Her paraphernalia universe is parallel like pairs of "L's", Parasailing through these parabellum parabelles, A pair of bells that ring inside my head until I fair them well, Can't you tell I've been forgotten with the better half, Of memories I'm lost in with the options that I never had, I'll sever that and wonder if I ever had to get it back, And let it crack the whip across my leatherback with epitaphs, I'll let it pass... Cause I make threats, Until I finally renegotiate what life takes next, And all the time I need to procreate while I make bets, Isn't enough for me to hold the weight if I break less, I stay hexed, I wanna wash the cursive off of me, And act alone and take away their "S's" with apostrophe's, They talk to me improperly and walk across my property, In misinterpretations while they waded through their prophecies, And so they started losing patience, As their precious youth was wasted waiting for rejuvenation, I bruise the faces of these dangerous liaisons, With the same affiliations as I aimlessly embrace them, I'm just a stranger at the crossroads, Waiting on my angels as I tangle with the lost souls, As they decay away and rot slow, I watch them as they fade with the reflections in the potholes... CHORUS: I know you're dangerous, That's why I loved you, As I scream for you, Can you feel me? Cause I'm on fire, I'm on fire for you, I'm on fire, I'm on fire for you.
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Slip Away 05:52
VERSE ONE: And I've been planning my escape, Too many dark nights turned to days where the sun never came, Wide awake in the middle of a nightmare, Praying on a way to stay numb from the pain, Devil in my head with the heart of an angel, Didn't realize they're one in the same, But It's too little too late this time, And there's just too much bad blood in the veins, So I learned to bleed less, When all they had to offer were their words and cheap threats, They walk into the fire where they burn with regret, I'll be next when it's my turn to cheat death, A deep breath, The last that you'll ever take, So feel the weight on your chest as you suffocate, We're separated from each other with a window to the world that we never understood but we love to hate, And I hate you too, I hate myself cause I'm just like you, Erase who you are to be just like them and replace yourself like you always do, Death to defy, Left to divide, You took yours when I left you with mine, Should have listened when I told you to step to the side, But you kept it alive when I left it to die, You wont plea and you can't pray, You can't leave and you can't stay, You still believe it's the last way out and you wont be free when the glass breaks, So glue it together with foolish endeavors, Enraged from the distaste, That you feel when you're beautifully weathered and useless as ever estranged here in this place, No love below as it pulls you beneath in the undertow, Destruction starved where the hunger grows, Undisclosed where your reluctance shows, Another door you'll never open again now once it's closed, So we'll slip away into those endless dreams where no one goes. CHORUS: Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, Into and endless dream, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, And you can rescue me, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, Into and endless dream, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, And you can rescue me, VERSE TWO: I'ma keep my eyes closed, With visions of ripping the stitches from my own, Tight sewn, Little incisions inflicted from symptoms of sickness in my home, I don't, Wish I was given a shit with a shit to be given so I won't, Try hope, This isn't what you intended I guess I'm pretending to die slow, I know, I know, I know, It's a face in a crowd full of undesirables, Pacing around in a shroud with eye holes, Faded with an ounce on a cloud of trichomes, I made it to the ground with a round of vicodin, I might go in a psycho binge, If I don't finish my own fight with this tonight, I won't live to see the downward spiral, And I'm so subtle with my love, Another wasted safety blanket cause I cuddle with my drugs, And my greatest inspiration when I'm huddled in the mud, Is I can paint you pretty pictures with the puddles of my blood, And I believe I need a more normal habit, Than picking up and leaving all my torn moral fabric, I did it just to lead you through my four cornered labyrinth, And listen to you breathing where my chloroforming rag sits, So inhale and drift off to sleep, In clouds of chem trails and get lost for keeps, In crowds where friends fail and shit talk is cheap, I'll be drowning my dead cells in sick thoughts for weeks... CHORUS: Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, Into and endless dream, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, And you can rescue me, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, Into and endless dream, Slip away, Slip away sweet lover, And you can rescue me,
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We should go there, You can follow while I lead you down a road to nowhere, There's no hope there, But we could live inside the moment while we comatose there, We'll blow smoke there, Staring at the tapestries that we spin, Waiting for the atrophy to begin, If it wasn't for their apathy we'd be friends but, I'll pour another drink in my glass, Snake in the grass, Ain't gonna last if I let it grow, And we could take aim at the fast lane when we crash, Face in the dash but we'll never know, My soul is so unedible, And you're a weathered old centerfold, Forgettable in every way I could remember you, Another story that I know I should have never told, And I've been waiting for the tide now, Night owl with the lights out, And you're alone without a hand to pull the knife out, It's obvious that all we needed was the time now to fly south off of the handle full of life doubt, And find out how to sink or swim, Only skin deep, How deep is your skin? Rope around your neck how you swing and spin, With a hole up in your head to let the creatures in, Another cynical individual littered with the residual interval visuals of your ritual, And your the pivotal pinnacle unoriginal pitiful little kill-able living until they're rid of you, Should've pitied you, Instead of ridiculing everything that you lacked, When you tried to make love but the love that you made wasn't loved enough to love you back, And I gave everything, I save everything, I make everything work, And you take everything, You'll break everything, You'll make everything worse, That's why I don't keep anything, I've seen everything and I think everything is dirt... VERSE TWO: And the tide came just like a migraine inside of my brain, It's still my name spoken like a dying shame, Between your cigarette lips with the wine stains, Those silhouette games that your mind plays are just an ill equipped fix til' you find grace and it's a little cryptic how you line trace around the cicatrix slits in your blind faith, And you're gone, You're leaving, You're never coming back, When there's no god you could find to believe in, That would ever love you back, And you're a saint-sinner, I could see your true face in the paint thinner when you fade and crack, Snake slither all around your brainwaves, Venom in the vein, Should have never let it stay intact, I dance with the devil in the pale moon light, I played the villain cause it felt too right, From the heaven that you hated to the hell you like, Still blind enough to pay them when they sell you sight, And you were born this way, More than afraid of anything in your display, More dismay pouring over your mistakes, You're disgraced, Everything is forced in place, I hope you know you're never taking me alive with you, Cause I am not the one to fill the vacancy inside of you, I'll lie to you and disagree with anything you try to prove, Cause I've already taken all the misery that I can use, And I don't need the sympathy your victory provided you, Like you don't need to ever see the enemy inside of you, Remember that I'm there with every memory you try to lose and throw into the ocean while you waited for the tide to move... And I gave everything, I save everything, I make everything work, And you take everything, You'll break everything, You'll make everything worse, That's why I don't keep anything, I've seen everything and I think everything is dirt...
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VERSE ONE: She loves to play dead, Hanging by a fatal single thread, Straightened face with naked needle head, Her ancient angel wings are spread open, And away she flies on sequences, Until she sleeps within my bed of demons when the sequel's end closes, I'm traveling between, I'll be mishandling the strings that keep unraveling the seams of my reality and dreams, I dream about it when I sleep, I keep it shrouded in the breezes of the clouded air I breathe smoke in, And I don't need to find direction, I could weave through life's aggressions like a DUI in question, High on weed for my depression, Tie up strings for my protection, While I reach for blind affection from my evil eyed reflection, Lips sewn, Rips grown, Face bandaged, Kick throw, Sticks stones, Pains managed, She'll pick her bones in vicious tone, Malicious home with no religion, She'll listen but still her brain is damaged, So make it tragic but she's got no remorse here, She'll still be laughing while she bleeds out on the floor mirrors, She finally found the piece that she lost in the lord's ear so now she gets to wash his Jesus feet off with her whore tears, And I'll wish for deliverance, Steal a kiss from her withered lips, It's as frigid as winter gets, In a blizzard that never quits when I'm with her, She'll cut the life support with little snips from her scissors... CHORUS: Hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, Got you hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, Hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, Got you hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me VERSE TWO: She hates to play alive, Fading in and out since '85, Sanctified by the H inside, Maybe he could save us, She's praying to a savior that just gave her all the fake facades, Tracing through her veins that are stained with the taste of god, Tell me have you died today? Did you find a way, To push the daisies in a place that you could hide away? Or did you write the way to hell across a crying face? Maps made of mascara, Masquerading mask-era, Are you terrified to join them love? Are you embarrassed by the lies or just enjoy the rush? You still avoid the touch, Too disappointed huh? There's no salvation in the haven where the poison numbs, And still the angels take you up on high, One day they're not gonna bring you back, It's not worth it for a couple highs, We're all tied by a single thread, Tell me are you pretty yet, Or is it just regret? Does seeing bones in reflections make you innocent? Are you the skinniest yet or just the closest to? A little death petite mort for the chosen few, I brought a rose for you, It's soaked in vinegar, I tied it to a thread, You go to binge and purge, You take me prisoner, You make my center burn but you'll never learn it, All I know it's just your signature... CHORUS: Hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, Got you hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, Hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, Got you hanging by a thread, Hanging by a thread, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me, I'll tie my strings around you, You tie your strings around me
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VERSE ONE: Last night i found her hiding in my sheets, I felt alive while I was dying in my sleep, We're dead enough to smile when we weep, Pretending we don't see the skeletons and spiders in our teeth, And I still hear the nemesis inside me when I speak, And I still lack the effort left for guidance when I'm weak, Don't sink, Cause we were never wired for defeat, Fire underneath the skin with bloody diamonds in the street, Walk softly, And move fourth little pseudomorph, A forfeited human corpse, An orphan and too deformed to forget the uniform of torture that you adorned and you perform in like it never tormented you before, So are you undecided yet? Still a caterpillar hiding from the butterfly effects? Is their ugliness still ugly when its covered by the flesh and will you ever see the colors that the other side reflects? I don't know, It's just a picture that the past takes, Fixtures of magnificence in figments when the glass breaks, Ignorance forgiven how we slither in our ashtrays, Sifting our forbiddens as we listen to the catch phrase, In every suicidal thought I've earned, I gave my world to them just so I could watch mine burn, So speak to me, I'll pretend I never lost my words, I'd go with you but I know that it's just not my turn, In every suicidal thought I've earned, I gave my world to them just so I could watch mine burn, So speak to me, I'll pretend I never lost my words, I'd go with you but I know that it's just not my turn... CHORUS: This is our life just flashes for my eyes, Easy to give up when it's crashing down but wait, Flashes can be light, Just wait, Flashes of you and I, This is our life just flashes for my eyes, Easy to give up when it's crashing down but wait, Flashes can be light, Just wait, Flashes of you and I... VERSE TWO: Slow rain the way their plots build, It's the virus hidden underneath my eyelids in my thoughts still, There's cocaine up in the nostrils, We'll taste the blood like it was painted on our fangs as the drops spilled, Set decline without a step to climb, I suffocated all my fears with every breath of mine I left behind, They'll feed us life and keep our deaths defied until there's nothing left but time to carry weight we bared on our decrepit spines and weathered floors, So tell me more about your cellar doors and how you know where heaven is but never been to hell before, Sell me faith, I'll make believe I never felt it more, I'll give you all my hate so you can breathe it in and welcome yours, So devoted, They bleed but no one noticed, They're all prisoners to greed but I'm still free to float below it when I sink, I know you think this killing spree is so heroic but the justice only waits for villainry to overthrow it, And so I hang along the day diminished, Knowing that the sun was only waiting on the rain to finish, And when it does we'll be complacent in or space of privilege, trying to save that faded-image faith the world erased within us, In every suicidal though we've earned, We gave our world to them just so we could watch ours burn, So speak to us, We'll pretend we never lost our words, We'd go with you but we know that it's just not our turn.... CHORUS: This is our life just flashes for my eyes, Easy to give up when it's crashing down but wait, Flashes can be light, Just wait, Flashes of you and I, This is our life just flashes for my eyes, Easy to give up when it's crashing down but wait, Flashes can be light, Just wait, Flashes of you and I...
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VERSE ONE: Shadows on summer days, They dance on the walls of their separations and run away, They left their aces in places left undercover, Stay awakened with one another like it's sacred in some other way, They take their patience with a grain of sand, They love to make believe they're different, Unafraid to make the same demands, They rearrange the days and change again, Exchanging animations as they blanketed the naked skin with cradled hands, Yeah, And I stepped in her radius, I'm infecting her radiance with my spectrum of gradients, Simultaneous aliens with our atheist aliases, Erasing the salience with the shadiest sapience and it's perfect, In delicate degradation, Embellished and decorated with elegant revelation, Developing elevation that I traded with the sky above and saved it for my pages as I waited for the night to come... CHORUS: Sweet ghost of light, When you appear, You fall around me everywhere, I see your face as you pass by, As fragile as a dragonfly, Sweet ghost of light, When you appear, You fall around me everywhere, I see your face as you pass by, As fragile as a dragonfly, Sweet ghost of light... Verse Two: I feel your presence illuminating the realness in a night that was so pretentious, The future had waited for us on a path with no ascension and accumulated these stories of the past that it holds against us, And I guess I miss the youth that I used to have, But the mediocrity in these simple humans ruined that, Those scars and bruises weren't amusing til you grew them back cause you don't need to share your fucking lumens with these sewer rats, Yeah, And while you hide inside the silence of the night behind horizons, I'm alive to ride the lightning, I collided with the lining in your sky of shining diamonds, I'm Poseidon when I dive into your violent tides of vibrance, I'm awake, The loudest battle in a silent war, Behind the doors that hide the former lives that we designed them for, These dark nights are what the shine is for, It never mattered if it's mine or yours... CHORUS: Sweet ghost of light, When you appear, You fall around me everywhere, I see your face as you pass by, As fragile as a dragonfly, Sweet ghost of light, When you appear, You fall around me everywhere, I see your face as you pass by, As fragile as a dragonfly...
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VERSE ONE (Maulskull): Times of peace, Overwritten with signs of grief, A celebrated departure from what you tried to keep, You fell away from it farther with every silent scene that echoed for the sake of applauding these old apologies, So ride the breezes on dying leaves til you lie beneath them, And find a reason and meaning to what you hide belief in, And if the deep end is freezing you when you try to leave, You'll only stop the dreaming just as soon as you decide to breathe it in, I saw familiar strangers in the shaded nights and walked among the silhouettes that hang beneath the painted lights, And as my scribbles get arranged between the pages lines, I'll reminisce on innocence I wasted while they stayed behind, I made it mine and wore it like my bad reputation, And I embrace the war inside with sad speculations, And my escape was fortified with past separations from the time and place I glorified my last hesitations, So let me have these dreams that I won't live to touch, I swear I'll give them back to you as soon as someone gives a fuck, I promise you won't have to do the same for me when shit is rough, Like calling up and asking you to stay for me was still enough, It's just another day, Another week, Another night of making blank wishes in anxious disbelief, I was anchored to my anger as it sank into the deep, Now I vanquish all my anguishes in languages I speak... CHORUS: I'm going higher, Yes I'm going higher, Over the clouds Over the clouds... VERSE TWO (Kno) The clouds emitted from your red lips, Too proud to admit it I was breathless, Through the shroud of eclipse I would sense bliss til I made a vow to enlist through a french kiss, Open mouth then flip to a clenched fist, Those are tactics you chose to entrench with, Seems impractical now that the tent's flipped and what we had in the past is a dense mist, As I sat there defenseless, Cause you slashed right passed my defenses, Seen the passion to spoil my attentions, Words of madness the foil that you fence with, The turmoil that we slipped in, Turned the oil into smoke in an instant, Saw it rise as I fight your ascension, Over the clouds, A victim of addiction... CHORUS: I'm going higher, Yes I'm going higher, Over the clouds, Over the clouds... VERSE THREE (AG Flux) I'm trying to grasp what assisted this collapsed corruption, Twenty years trash perhaps a detached husband, Figured you had passed such brash concussions, Guess you were on a path that just lacked instructions, So he took it out of you fast like tax deductions, That seduction, I gave you hugs to restore faith, Bloody shattered love just added to divorce rates, No because, Slam the door shut on your poor face, You were determined on suburban dreams, He disturbed the scene, It's sad to see these reoccurring themes, Another single mom shit, Left raising a teen, Queen, Not quite as strong when the king is gone, Another sad story campfire singalong, You can sing along, But please leave the bullshit you bring along, I know the rhetoric's loud, It's hard to edit it out but keep climbing, Get your head out the clouds and say... CHORUS: I'm going higher, Yes I'm going higher...
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VERSE ONE: She said, "I'm so lost I'll never stay found, and everything is black and white around me how these colors never change out, all I can do is learn to celebrate my grays now, I'm hiding from the sun with my umbrella made of rain clouds". Face down on her pillow full of hopeless dreams, she's window gazing endo blazing fingers through my smoking rings. And me? I'm limbo status with these ghosts of kings, I'm infinitely dis-con-figure-eighted from my dopamines an opening, and so I magnify the stir of echos passing like the blur of my opacifying urge to let go, I'll amplify and vandalize my words with pencils, stencil in the answers why my path in life is worst example. I'll trample over bridges that I burned to get here, from different distances I'm whispering my words to deaf ears, theres nothing left here but this moment that I won't remember, cold December frozen in the minutes that I turn to next year. Your perfect nothings look so scarred and tarnished, starving for acknowledgment and swallowing your heart of darkness. That certain something took apart and harnessed all of your apologists that follow those that harm the harmless. And so I'll piss away the threat of having nothing left but death in this eviscerated flesh, I wont assimilate my steps or try to integrate whats left of this disintegrated mess and let you give away the rest... CHORUS: So don't look down now, We're too afraid that we'll fall, when there's no sun above us, and theres no light around us, and theres no ground below us, don't look down now So don't look down now, We're too afraid that we'll fall, when there's no sun above us, and theres no light around us, and theres no ground below us, don't look down now VERSE TWO: I'm losing my composure, trying to find some beauty in this lost blood, while realizing that I'm only human when I'm not one, and I felt so alive in my confusion till it got numb, enough for this mirage of life's illusions in the hot sun. Provoked to overlook that broken crooked oath you took, an open book you wrote with both your hooks inside my throat you shook, I hope you put it all away and learned to stay alone, save your own imaginary game of thrones you played alone, I made it home. I'm leaving pieces of my certainties for grief and insecurities with demons in my circuitry, I'll feed them with the credence that I needed in the urgency, believing I was free when I could see they mean to murder me, I'll keep my distance, and you can keep your tales of cautionary crosses while I'm walking on a plot that's made of coffins buried, often staring off into these arbitrary dots, and these constellations I connect to causes I forgot... CHORUS: So don't look down now, We're too afraid that we'll fall, when there's no sun above us, and theres no light around us, and theres no ground below us, don't look down now So don't look down now, We're too afraid that we'll fall, when there's no sun above us, and theres no light around us, and theres no ground below us, don't look down now
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Let It Bleed 04:14
VERSE ONE: Fuck boys get disrespected and killed out, And they ain't ready to witness death but they will now, It's real how I could rip your flesh and it peels down off your fuckin chest at the buckets of guts i spilled out, How does it feel now? Cause I'm terror with fires of chimera inside of my fuckin grill now, The knife bearer with pipe shares, I might spare a life if I fight fair and swallow these little pills down, Yeah, I'm full of psychoactives in a bath with Whitney Houston, Taking naps with Michael Jackson, I go smashin hydro grasses, Got you paranoid and scared of things, You're hiding in the closet, I'm hanging with David Carradine, And I'll be up all night like I ain't seen sleep, Probably wake up dead in a coffin that's three feet deep, The scene's bleak and you can find me where the fiends creep as I proceed to make ears bleed out on these mean streets... VERSE TWO: Unforgiven for my livid indiscretions, Living in this picture perfect imperfection I perfected, Since the second I could question misdirect directed simple sections sectioned into nimble bending limbs I ripped and disconnected, Injection keeps me Icobody headless horseman, Sick of Gotti portions this ungodly presence courses through my veins, I pick apart these random endomorphins when my wicked art of sickened hearts was left abandoned with the corpses, Yeah, They know they'll never be me, I'll sing it in soprano with the ghost of Gandolphini, So feed me marijuana smoke and hope you never see me when I rip your fuckin abdomen to maggot scallopini, And I'll be up all night like I ain't seen sleep, Probably wake up dead in some pussy that's three feet deep, The scene's bleak and you can find me where the fiends creep as I proceed to make ears bleed out on these mean streets... VERSE THREE: I am hostile from the awful thoughts and bottle pulling vodka shots, I'm poppin off and stocking lots of bodies on my chopping blocks, A mantra for the dead to rot your head with Akhenaten knots, I'm nodding off to bed I wont forget to lock the coffin box, I'm doctor octagon with flocks of prosti-walking succubusses, Fuck you cause this ugliness is coming once you suck you substance, Hundred dollar bills with erythroxylum esophaguses, Coughing off the chronic while your honoring the offering, A sacrifice, Of course I worship the savage Christ, No remorse, You're a horror story enforced with a stabbin knife, I'm a sport with a four forty and store you with bags of Ice, You're a corpse with no for-warning rewarding my appetite for the disdain, Sickness affixing to this brain, Viciously feeling krocodil is still within his veins, Thick stains of blood, The proper ceiling for this grave, Switch blades and guns for softer killers and bitch mades, You are 138 away from being misfits, One pearly gate away with bleeding slit wrists, One serving weight a day to feed the sixes and this demon on my shoulder crossing names between his hit list, I'm packing bags of bones in cracks of catacombs and stacking racks of battered cold cadavers like collectibles, I wanna trache you to a place thats full of necks with holes and vanish into missing person posters on electric poles...
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VERSE ONE They told me time was of the essence, like the sentiments we mumble while we count away our seconds, and life was moving faster than death was ever expected, till it showed up uninvited and left us alone with less friends... Too many times I know I've felt this kind of stress before, so many answers that I still don't have the questions for, I drain the bottle now until there's nothing left to pour and beat my broken heart against my ribs until my chest is sore. I'm in denial and alone, like how I wanna hear your voice and try to dial up your phone and I can't smoke away this pain you see me hiding in my bones, It'd be a lie to say I even fuckin smile when I'm stoned but, you can't replace the irreplaceable, the same way you can't evade the unescapable, I know you're gone but they can't take away an angel's soul I hope you're watching over I just wish there was a way to know. CHORUS: Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love? Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love? VERSE TWO Dearest friend, you're gone but not forgotten, in these memories you left me to get lost in more than often, I'm reminded of the price we pay for loss and what it costed, you're path became my own when I was lost enough to cross it... And you were just as scarred up as I was, burning bright, the same way a falling star from the sky does, we helped each other finally put the hardship behind us, so easy to hate the world but it makes it harder to find love... I know I could've been a better friend and I still wish I had the chances that I'll never get again, you always had my back until the motherfuckin end, that's why you're still alive inside of mine and all I've ever been but, you can't replace the irreplaceable, the same way you can't evade the unescapable, I know you're gone but they can't take away your angel's soul I hope you're watching over I just wish there was a way to know. CHORUS: Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love? Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love? VERSE THREE Thanks for the love you've given and lives that you left inspired by it, for your heart of gold and the times that I tried to idolize it, for every moment I lost faith, you revitalized it, you left a light that will shine forever, alive and vibrant. You gave me strength when I was helpless, the definition of love for the one who had never felt it, thanks for giving yourself in a way that was so selfless, thank you for still believing in me when nobody else did... And I can see you in heaven now, laughing at all your haters who try to call you a legend now, you'll be my family forever so don't you ever doubt that I love you and I wrote this out of love so I could let it out but, you can't replace the irreplaceable, the same way you can't evade the unescapable, I know you're gone but they can't take away an angel's soul I hope you're watching over I just wish there was a way to know. CHORUS: Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love? Am I crazy, Or do you really need my love?
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Some wounds never heal, some pain never goes away and sometimes a smile is just a disguise... "Unamazing Grace" is a journey into the darkest six years of Maulskull's life and marks the death of one journey, the birth of a new path and the peril associated with desperately searching for the light at the end of the tunnel. Maulskull notes, "This album documents a road to recovery and serves as a love letter to the deepest parts of depression and the darkness within us that we all share, I will probably never make another album as dark as this one, but this album was a big part of an even bigger ongoing healing process. Music helps me feel less alone, because maybe someone who's listening out there can relate to what I write about and find some comfort in my songs". Produced almost entirely by Maulskull, "Unamazing Grace" is Maulskull's most personal work to date. Features include long time tour mate and friend, Sadistik, beat god and lyricist, Kno of Cunninlynguists, vocal powerhouse, Fjer, Black Mask alumni, AG Flux and singer/songwriter ,Yes Alexander, known for her work with Jedi Mind Tricks, Sadistik and Vinnie Paz. With Production by Kno on the song "Acrophobe", this soundscape is well rounded and reaches new realms previously unexplored by Maulskull. As one door opens, another closes and "Unamazing Grace" is that new door.

"This album is for anyone who has ever lost something beautiful, you are not alone. I made this for you"
-Maulskull-

"I'm four songs into the upcoming Maulskull LP and I'm LOVING it. Beautifully progressive and emotive stuff. Y'all are in for a treat... -Tonedeff-

This album is dedicated to the memories of Theresa, Paul, Gabriel, Nate and Luke. R.I.P.

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released December 19, 2018

Written by Maulskull (J. Messinger)
All tracks produced by Maulskull (J. Messinger) except "Acrophobe" produced by Kno (R. Wisler)
Recorded and mixed by Maulskull (J. Messinger)
Mastered by Jeremiah Slovarp at Jereco Studios

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